this time last year i remember coming back from brisbane,
eating seoul garden, watching tiger cup,
biking trips, badminton sessions,
leaving sch at 10am, machik corner,
daidee, missing sch..

og15&KFC.
:D

the sudden burst of continual coughings,
uncontrollable,
hugging my tummy,
turned on my sides.
face turns red, it gets harder to breathe.
tears starts streaming down,
uncontrollably.

i really really really hate being sick.
having to take capsules after each meal,
remembering to bring along water wherever i go,
constant popping of strepsils
and esp. those sudden spurts of coughs
AND NOT BEING ABLE TO TRAIN.
argh. ):
damn annoying!!

anw yesterday i became cynicalgirl.
i started questioning alot of things.
when i'm alone, i tend to think alot.
issues which i'd usually be ignorant of, contented with.
that particular msg, i was stunned.
i was thrown offguard, i didnt know how to react.
so real, so near.
a realm i've yet to enter,
unable to empatise with.
the real world out there appears menacing.
ahh, incoherent thoughts.
i dont even know what i'm thinking.

okay, lixian wants me to do this.

Rule 1: List 5 weird or random things about yourself
Rule 2: 5 people whom i want to do the quiz
Rule 3: Next, leave a comment "you are tagged" on their blog and ask them to read your blog for rules.

Weird/random things:
1) my left foot is bigger than my right.
2) people tell me that i exhibit a "tough" exterior. (mentally/physically?)
3) i punch better on my left.
4) till now, only 1 person made me cry cus of sms.
5) alot of people think i'm a bung.

i want: aiya. those who wanna do it just do it ! i'm lazy to name names.

on another note, i'm really glad that my classmates are great. (:
backrow people.

the jon incident/
everyone in class chipped in to help him.
zhaoyao&dalton carried him down the stairs.
avril tried to fan him
ian went to get a drink for him
jaz&i lent him our jackets
it's heartwarming, in the face of adversity.
everyone tried to make time to visit jon,
to accompany him and talk to him for as long as we could
so he wldnt feel lonely.

wait- we've only known each other for One week.
(:

on the other hand, it kept me thinking on the vulnerabilities of life.
one moment we could be running for pe, the next we could be on the way to a&e.
(just had a coughing fit.)

sigh, i'll talk about it another day.
bye.

theres just something. that something thats been bothering me, igniting my senses. yet, what is that something?

dig deeper,
admist those giggles.